为此，Phillipe 出过一本名叫《第二次呼吸》（A Second Wind）的自传来讲述他和 Abdel 之间的故事。他在自传中写道：“Without him, I would have died of decomposition. Abdel looked after me without discontinuity as if I were an infant. Attentive with the least sign, present during my absences, it delivered me when I was prisoner, protected when I was weak. It made me laugh when I cracked. It is my devil guard.”，“没有他，我会很快死于崩溃。Abdel 从不间断地好像照顾婴儿一样地照顾着我。阿戴尔注意着我极细微的变化迹象，替我出席我不能出席的场合。当我困于轮椅上的时候，他拯救了我；当我虚弱的时候，他保护了我；当我暴躁的时候，他令我发笑。他简直是我的‘魔鬼看护’。”
